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    4/9/2008

    第一次,自己剪发...

    终于还是忍不住动手了...
    呵呵,不过也不是很凶狠
    Cecilia看着我好久都没有发现...
    剩下的工作,留给理发师做吧
     
    其实真的很想
    快点回家...
    4/8/2008

    短发

    忽然间,有把头发剪掉的冲动
    让Yuki帮忙,她却不答应
    只能作罢...
     
    回国之后,留短发吧...
     

    无题(2)

    一段旅程
    两个路人
    被遗忘的起点
    未知的终点...
    4/6/2008

    无题...

    好久没有update了...
    最近还好吧,只是有一点打不起精神,也没那么勤奋呵
    新像是被悬在半空,不太塌实.
    不过还好啦,身边都有很多事会给安慰.
    也有好朋友在支持,哄我开心
    还有妈妈啊,爷爷,越洋知道
    ^_^很快就会好的吧
    最近享受下先咯,当放假咯.
    加油!^^
    3/15/2008

    surprised^_^

    一小时之内,知道了好多好多新闻.每一个都让人大吃一惊呢!呵呵^_^
    好开心,看见大家都好象很幸福的样子,觉得很甜呢
     
    原来最大的幸福,是和周围的朋友一起享受快乐.
    Valentine愿望,在实现呢^_^
     
    我要你们都幸福!Best wishes to all of u!^_^
    thanks God!
     
     
     
    3/9/2008

    what a day...

    while I'm struggling with the cold, my stomach aches...
    and I haven't started packing...
    then I find today is just...sucks...
    I'm not sure if I could sleep well tonight...Hope I will...
    Bless me...Good night
    by the way, I hate the storm...the chill weather

    desprate...

    I think I'm frozen...
    My head prickles so badly that I'm not sure if I can keep myself concious.
    I don't wanna go out again...it's horrible...scarable...I just cannot survive in that weather...
    I'm drained out of energy...exhausted...
     
    I wonder if there is a fire to make me warm.
    I was about to cry when I was outside there, and even now, I'm in a low spirit.
    tomorrow is the trip...I don't even dare to think about it...
    God...stop it, I beg u...
     
    好冷,好辛苦,好想哭...@_@
     
     
     
    3/6/2008

    nice holiday^_^

    Yuki and Cecilia are leaving early tomorrow morning...
    which means,I'll be alone for 3 days before I go on the trip.
     
    well,I think it will be fine...
    just feel a little bit sad by realizing that I will not see them during this holiday.
    But anyway, I wish you guys have a fabulous holiday!
     And remember to bring me nice food ha!^_^
    See you after march break.
     I'm already missing u~^_^ Engjoy!
     
     
     
     
    3/4/2008

    the rose...

    We learnt a new song tonight--<The Rose>
    I got the solo!^_^ And we will sing it in the spring show.hehe, so nice^^
     
    and before that...the March Break, the trip to Montreal, to my prospective university, to my friend Monkey^^
    I just cannot help looking forward to it.
    Please do not be so cold next week. That's all I want.^_^
     
    Yuki and Cecilia are going back to China very soon,and will spend march break with their boyfriends.
    hehe,I think the three of us will have a memorable holiday ha.
    after we come back...there should be something waiting for us, the good news, sweet surprise.^^
     
    I saw grandpa this morning in my dream. I was in his embrace and ask him to keep healthy.
    I said" I want you to accompany me, never allow you to leave me.so please..." and I was crying...
    I saw grandma's cat, and LeLe too.
    I miss home...
    hehe,it's almost the end...wait two months more and then,I'll be back to you.
     
    my favourate flower...the rose
     
     
    2/26/2008

    波澜不惊...

    打开雪的space
    音乐响起...
    只有你陪我一起唱歌...
     
     
    心痛的时候,听着让人心痛的歌...
    思念的时候,听着加深思念的歌...
    在这个时候,听着这样的,微笑着痛的歌...
    在无边际的海上飘荡,哪里才是方向...
    all I wanna do is to find a way back home,back to u...
     
    思念,很长很长...
     
     
    2/25/2008

    haha,congratulations,my friends!^_^

    The best news today: Yuki passed the COPE test,so did Cecilia, Helen and Klowie!
    it's not because my partiality toward Yuki that I put her the first.
    we have a story behind that^^
    please allow me to state it in Chinese ha^^
     
    Yuki这个家伙哦,刚刚告诉我说自己写作只有29分,没有过.
    然后饭也不想吃,还哭了一下下(呵呵,sorry啦,揭穿你一下^^)
    她这样呢,就搞到我啊,Cecilia啊,还有Klowie都觉得很upset.
    Cecilia还说这样自己过了都不觉得开心了...
    然后哦,我跟Klowie在楼下吃完饭上来的时候碰见Helen.
    呵呵,Helen好厉害啊.如果不是她告诉我们Yuki过了的话,估计今天就要郁闷一下了.
    所以呢,结果是有个傻瓜看成绩的时候想当然的把最后的section想成是writing...还说自己没有过...
    其实第一个section就是writing啦...呵呵,所以完美通过咯!^_^
    真的很傻啊...呵呵
     
    好咯,大家都过了就好了.接下来就要...大吃一顿咯!
    Congratuations to all of u!
     
    thank God!^^
    2/22/2008

    the book finished...

    finally, I finished the book <Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows>.
    I bought it in August in Shanghai Pudong Airport.
    But haven't got time to read it untill this semester.
    My dearest Potter^^...
    I cannot remember when did I first read the book. Probably 6 or 7 years ago?
    hehe...
     
    Anyway, something about the novel.
    Harry survived...because of his courage, responsibility and love...
    Fred, Lupin and Tonks are dead...so as Snape...
    I am moved by Snape...truely,deeply moved...
    A man who loves Lily for almost his whole life.
    Loves her and protects her son until he meets his end...
    Harry mentions him as the bravest man he's ever seen...Exactly...
    Serverus Snape...the Hero...^^
     
    and Harry's son James is cute and brilliant while Albus appears to be shy and humble which resembles Harry more...
    Personally,I prefer Albus ha^^
    And Rose is a beautiful name.I reckon she must be a girl with beauty and intelligence.
    hehe. the end of the book... thanks~
    2/20/2008

    about the plan...

    Ms Anne said, as long as I'm holding the Chinese passport, I cannot do it.
    half disappointed, half released(mixed with a little bit delight)...
     
    once u missed sth, it's hard to get it back...
    but never mind...the way in front of u may be more brilliant!  Sun
     
    let it go...
     
     
    ps: many friends came back today.
         it's so nice to see u guys and have dinner together.
          many people acted egregiously at dinner...Yuki, Cecilia(she was crazy...) and Seb ( he totured me!!!) ^^
          I think it was because that we were enjoying being together...keep chatting and laughing...
          Cath, Joy and Eric(although I didn't see her)... Welcome back & have a good night in Hamilton (hehe they failed to catch the bus back to Waterloo...unlucky la...^^)
          
          Good night~
    2/19/2008

    something is on plan...

    I'm going to see Mr Mike tomorrow...
    for the new plan...
    just a back-up.
    anyway,
    Hope it will not be too late...
    2/16/2008

    Good Luck everyone!^_^

    many of my friends are going to write COPE test tomorrow.
    Yuki and Helen are still not sure if they can write the test or not( they failed to register...)
    But no problem la, I think they will let you write it. May u best lucky!^^
     
    everyone add oil o !hehe you'll pass it! Good luck!
     
    ps: it's gordo's birthday(is it the first time I call you by this name?^^)...
         Happy birthday & I miss u !
    2/14/2008

    valentine's day...

    when I was writing the essays for universities inthe US, I got a topic which asked "you have been selected to sing in a talent show. What song would you choose? Why?"   
     
    Here is my essay...
     

    If I am attending a talent show, I will sing the song “A song for you” because to me, it is a memory of love. I found myself being fond of a guy before I was going to Canada, and my intuition told me that he liked me too. But I hadn’t thought of telling him that I like him because I knew I would leave soon. It was Christmas and I prepared a gift for him. But somehow I wanted to trick him by asking him a question. I made the word “WILL” using leaves and asked him, “Do you know what is behind this ‘WILL’?” I said that I wouldn’t give him the gift unless he could get the right answer.

          As the question is too difficult without a clue, I asked him to listen to “A song for you” (the question is a line in that song). “You will find the answer in this song!” I said. Some days later, he came to me with the answer.

    “Is it ‘Will you stand beside me’?” he asked.

    “Almost, it is ‘Will you always stand beside me?’” I said with a smile on my face.

    He kept silent for a while then he said, “I think it’s my turn to give you the answer—I will.”

    I felt my heart was beating so fast that I didn’t know what to say instantly. Some minutes later (maybe longer) I replied, “What I want to say was in that song.” And we both smiled.

           That time was so sweet. I think I won’t forget even when I am old. He became my boyfriend after that. It was this song brought us together. Even though we broke up half a year before because of the long distance—he said he needed me to be beside him—I think I still like him, or maybe I should say I love him. It is the first time I learned what is love. When you are in love with some one, you won’t mind if he loves you or not. Sometimes love is very personal. My friends asked me to forget him but I said there was no need to do so. That is my love and I will keep it.

           I believe the most moving song is the one sung by heart. Every song has its spirit. This song is my experience. So I think I cannot find a better one for the performance.

     

    I changed some details to make the story easier to understand...

    At this valentine's time, I post it here with the song, momerizing... 

     
    someone once said to me,"Love, is not to find someone to live with,but to find someone you cannot live without"...
     
    my wish for this year's valentine...
     
    等待爱的人,发现爱...
    拥有爱的人,珍惜爱...
     
    May all of you happy...my best wishes...
    2/13/2008

    the magic of chocolate^^

    I brought a box of chocolate this afternoon to celebrate the coming valentine's day.^^I'm kidding
    Actually, I just want to share it with my friends,to make them happy.
     
    Last year's vanlentine's day, I read a story about chocolate, which says that having chocolate can make people happy because the chemical you excreat after eating chocolate is exactly the same as the one you have when you are in love^^. Is it magical?
     
    hehe, Cecilia looks better today...not that miserable...
    Yuki have started the preparation for both COPE and IELTS.
    every seems to be back on its track.
     
    hoever, helen is worried about her boyfriend who is sick these days.
    and she is sick too...
    hope they will get better soon...
     
    I'm tired today, but feel much happier.
    although that dark chocolate made me sick( it is quite nice, but it seems that I cannot have chocolate for it makes me sick...)
    anyway, thanks for giving  us a nice afternoon o, my chocolates!^^
     
    the Valentine's day, I have a wish...But cannot tell you now...
    I'll write it tomorrow^^...
    good night...nice dream! 
    2/12/2008

    bless u...

    我今天啊,看见Yuki 那么烦的样子
    看见Cecilia那么难过的样子...都觉得想哭了...
    不要这样啦.大家都不要放弃啦.
    最后一点点了.马上就可以有结果的,马上就到终点了呢.
    要坚持哦,在坚持一下下,一下下就好了.
    不要难过了,都会过去啦.
    一定会很好的,会有好结果的.放心咯!
     
    I'm here, pray for you guys. All will be fine...I promise u... Nothing bad will happen...I don't allow them to...
    God bless u...
    wish you have a smiling face when you get up tomorrow^_^
    cecilia...keep on o!^^ I'll be the support^^
    2/11/2008

    my wish...

    many friends of mine are tortured by language tests.
    hope they will be fine...
     
    God, if you can hear me, please, help them get through...
    they are not indolent students. they have worked a lot...
    please let them be admitted by their ideal universities...no more suffering.
    thanks...
    2/7/2008

    second Chinese New Year in Can.

    I'm happy that I had a very nice New Year's day!^_^
     
    I wore casual clothes to school this morning...totally ignored Mr whoever. haha(but it's freezing...)
    Thank u Mr Fitz, for asking me nothing though I disobeyed  the rule.
     
    Seb took me and Klowie to TCBY after lunch.thanks ^^
    hehe, my golden vanillar small shiver...
    still cannot change..
     
    Klow had her interview with the interviewer from CORNELL U in Toronto tonight.
    I think she'd fine with it.^^
     
    I went to swim this afternoon and met a little black girl Sara and her mother there.
    I really enjoyed talking with them.ha
    Little Sara said she used to have the dream to become a mother, but now she wants to be a teacher.
    I said there is no contradiction between these two.
    Guess what?
    She said "You mean if you become a teacher, you also can be a mother?"
    And she said she wanna have two boys and two girls.hehe
    ^_^ Lovely little girl !
     
    Yuki and I went to Jing Du for our New Year's dinner.
    Dumplings, veges and potato丝(don't know how to say la^^)
    and we went to T-HUT after that and took beef ball and drinks there.
    Also, we had a branch of pictures together.^^
    hehe.got so full,but very satisfied and enjoyed!
    thanks Yuki, for accompanying me in this New Year time and for giving me this enjoyable New Year night^^
     
    I'll go tutoring Mandarine tomorrow( should be today la...it's 2:30 am. already)
    Wish me be a nice teacher^^
    Good luck!
     
    the last thing...somehow, I find myself really like the movie <不能说的秘密>.
    third time to watch it...^^
    then.Good night & Happy New Year!^^
     
    my wish...