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    19/02/2008

    something is on plan...

    I'm going to see Mr Mike tomorrow...
    for the new plan...
    just a back-up.
    anyway,
    Hope it will not be too late...
    16/02/2008

    Good Luck everyone!^_^

    many of my friends are going to write COPE test tomorrow.
    Yuki and Helen are still not sure if they can write the test or not( they failed to register...)
    But no problem la, I think they will let you write it. May u best lucky!^^
     
    everyone add oil o !hehe you'll pass it! Good luck!
     
    ps: it's gordo's birthday(is it the first time I call you by this name?^^)...
         Happy birthday & I miss u !
    14/02/2008

    valentine's day...

    when I was writing the essays for universities inthe US, I got a topic which asked "you have been selected to sing in a talent show. What song would you choose? Why?"   
     
    Here is my essay...
     

    If I am attending a talent show, I will sing the song “A song for you” because to me, it is a memory of love. I found myself being fond of a guy before I was going to Canada, and my intuition told me that he liked me too. But I hadn’t thought of telling him that I like him because I knew I would leave soon. It was Christmas and I prepared a gift for him. But somehow I wanted to trick him by asking him a question. I made the word “WILL” using leaves and asked him, “Do you know what is behind this ‘WILL’?” I said that I wouldn’t give him the gift unless he could get the right answer.

          As the question is too difficult without a clue, I asked him to listen to “A song for you” (the question is a line in that song). “You will find the answer in this song!” I said. Some days later, he came to me with the answer.

    “Is it ‘Will you stand beside me’?” he asked.

    “Almost, it is ‘Will you always stand beside me?’” I said with a smile on my face.

    He kept silent for a while then he said, “I think it’s my turn to give you the answer—I will.”

    I felt my heart was beating so fast that I didn’t know what to say instantly. Some minutes later (maybe longer) I replied, “What I want to say was in that song.” And we both smiled.

           That time was so sweet. I think I won’t forget even when I am old. He became my boyfriend after that. It was this song brought us together. Even though we broke up half a year before because of the long distance—he said he needed me to be beside him—I think I still like him, or maybe I should say I love him. It is the first time I learned what is love. When you are in love with some one, you won’t mind if he loves you or not. Sometimes love is very personal. My friends asked me to forget him but I said there was no need to do so. That is my love and I will keep it.

           I believe the most moving song is the one sung by heart. Every song has its spirit. This song is my experience. So I think I cannot find a better one for the performance.

     

    I changed some details to make the story easier to understand...

    At this valentine's time, I post it here with the song, momerizing... 

     
    someone once said to me,"Love, is not to find someone to live with,but to find someone you cannot live without"...
     
    my wish for this year's valentine...
     
    等待爱的人,发现爱...
    拥有爱的人,珍惜爱...
     
    May all of you happy...my best wishes...
    13/02/2008

    the magic of chocolate^^

    I brought a box of chocolate this afternoon to celebrate the coming valentine's day.^^I'm kidding
    Actually, I just want to share it with my friends,to make them happy.
     
    Last year's vanlentine's day, I read a story about chocolate, which says that having chocolate can make people happy because the chemical you excreat after eating chocolate is exactly the same as the one you have when you are in love^^. Is it magical?
     
    hehe, Cecilia looks better today...not that miserable...
    Yuki have started the preparation for both COPE and IELTS.
    every seems to be back on its track.
     
    hoever, helen is worried about her boyfriend who is sick these days.
    and she is sick too...
    hope they will get better soon...
     
    I'm tired today, but feel much happier.
    although that dark chocolate made me sick( it is quite nice, but it seems that I cannot have chocolate for it makes me sick...)
    anyway, thanks for giving  us a nice afternoon o, my chocolates!^^
     
    the Valentine's day, I have a wish...But cannot tell you now...
    I'll write it tomorrow^^...
    good night...nice dream! 
    12/02/2008

    bless u...

    我今天啊,看见Yuki 那么烦的样子
    看见Cecilia那么难过的样子...都觉得想哭了...
    不要这样啦.大家都不要放弃啦.
    最后一点点了.马上就可以有结果的,马上就到终点了呢.
    要坚持哦,在坚持一下下,一下下就好了.
    不要难过了,都会过去啦.
    一定会很好的,会有好结果的.放心咯!
     
    I'm here, pray for you guys. All will be fine...I promise u... Nothing bad will happen...I don't allow them to...
    God bless u...
    wish you have a smiling face when you get up tomorrow^_^
    cecilia...keep on o!^^ I'll be the support^^
    11/02/2008

    my wish...

    many friends of mine are tortured by language tests.
    hope they will be fine...
     
    God, if you can hear me, please, help them get through...
    they are not indolent students. they have worked a lot...
    please let them be admitted by their ideal universities...no more suffering.
    thanks...
    07/02/2008

    second Chinese New Year in Can.

    I'm happy that I had a very nice New Year's day!^_^
     
    I wore casual clothes to school this morning...totally ignored Mr whoever. haha(but it's freezing...)
    Thank u Mr Fitz, for asking me nothing though I disobeyed  the rule.
     
    Seb took me and Klowie to TCBY after lunch.thanks ^^
    hehe, my golden vanillar small shiver...
    still cannot change..
     
    Klow had her interview with the interviewer from CORNELL U in Toronto tonight.
    I think she'd fine with it.^^
     
    I went to swim this afternoon and met a little black girl Sara and her mother there.
    I really enjoyed talking with them.ha
    Little Sara said she used to have the dream to become a mother, but now she wants to be a teacher.
    I said there is no contradiction between these two.
    Guess what?
    She said "You mean if you become a teacher, you also can be a mother?"
    And she said she wanna have two boys and two girls.hehe
    ^_^ Lovely little girl !
     
    Yuki and I went to Jing Du for our New Year's dinner.
    Dumplings, veges and potato丝(don't know how to say la^^)
    and we went to T-HUT after that and took beef ball and drinks there.
    Also, we had a branch of pictures together.^^
    hehe.got so full,but very satisfied and enjoyed!
    thanks Yuki, for accompanying me in this New Year time and for giving me this enjoyable New Year night^^
     
    I'll go tutoring Mandarine tomorrow( should be today la...it's 2:30 am. already)
    Wish me be a nice teacher^^
    Good luck!
     
    the last thing...somehow, I find myself really like the movie <不能说的秘密>.
    third time to watch it...^^
    then.Good night & Happy New Year!^^
     
    my wish...                                         
    06/02/2008

    新年...

    莫名的沮丧
    新年了呢,大家团圆的日子.
    居然觉得孤单...呵呵,真是傻瓜.
     
    电话里爸爸说梦见一起吃饭喝酒...
    说早点回来吧,很想你...
    心 酸酸的
     
    我想家了怎么办...
    爸爸, 妈妈,爷爷,奶奶,外婆 还有乐乐...
    想你们...
    新年快乐!~
    30/01/2008

    2008.01.29

    I didn't sleep well last night and had a bad dream...
    I saw myself in hospital accompanied my Yuki... the nurse came to me with an injection and prickled me on my arm...
    Getting up early, I felt drained of energy...It seems that I had a cold.
    Anyway, I went to school and arranged my make up test on this thursday.
    then,I went to get my air ticket. May 17th....I have been homesick...
     
    hehe,stupid me...why I just feel like crying...
     
    I have explained the reason why I want to be alone.I think they've understanded.
    Hope you guys doing well with your study.Good Luck!^_^
    21/11/2007

    病中日记(6)

    2007.11.20

    回家快一个星期了.
    又病了一个星期了...

    昨天觉得好一点,还一个人出去散步呵(虽然后来知道不应该,下次不会啦^^).
    现在每天都早睡早起.
    早上带乐乐出去散步,虽然只有几分钟,不过是回来之后的第一次呢.
    以为今天一定比昨天还好,谁知过的还是那么辛苦.

    医院真的好多人哦.看病其实是很累人的事.
    要等医生,还要等做检查...应该住院的
    做了心电图,报告上简简单单一句话:窦性心动过缓伴有心率不齐.
    妈妈看了好象有点担心的样子...
    不过下午做心超的医生说好的.^_^心脏里没有什么奇怪的东西呵,幸运
    明天一大早要去医院验血...挨针挨的快麻木了呵.中国的护士,应该不会把我的手扎成那样吧
    还有动态要做...很多检查呢...好累

    早上在医院对面吃了牛肉粉丝当早餐,中午在妈妈单位吃的饭.
    不知是哪一顿出了问题.害到我后来肚子痛,差点晕倒在理发店...

    今天妈妈问了我一个很好玩的问题
    她问我说明天要不要陪我去抽血.我说不用,照之前说的把我送到就好
    然后她说"那你会不会晕倒在那里?"...
    我知道大家都很担心我.也知道自己这样真的很难让人放心...对不起

    anyway,希望医生加油快点把我治好...
    已经快一个月了呢,我真的好累了.
    呵呵,我知道啦,还有要加油对吧.
    好吧,要打起精神来哈!

    先睡咯,晚安~

    14/11/2007

    arrived home...

    my flight was delayed for four hours...
     
    5:30 pm, arrived at Pu Dong internaional airport
    8:30 pm, home...
     
    28 hours in total...
    so tired...
     
    need to go to sleep la...
    good night~
    13/11/2007

    leaving...

    it is very late now.
    i'll leave for home tomorrow
    the car will be here at 5:30
    i think i may only sleep for a couple of hours tonight
     
    many people came to say good bye to me tonight
    some could not come. they said it online.
    i feel so warm because of my friends
    ^_^ so thankful to you all
     
    this time tomorrow, i will be on my way home
    don't know why, this time i feel a little bit sad for i'm leaving
    i'm afraid sth will happen after i go back.
    i fear that i cannot come back here on time^_^
    hehe, so stupid, right^^
    anyway, i promise that i'll do my best to make myself healthier
    and will come back in Jan bringing you a healthier emma.Ho ho~
    need not to worry about me, guys
    i'll be fine
     
    and keep working hard o !
    Yuan, don't forget your IELTS!
    Seb, 90 o ^^
    Helen, toefl ha
    Klowie, i believe you'll do a good job in Dec's SAT, so as Joy^^
    Yuki and Cecilia,you guys are so diligent, need not to remind you anything ha
     
    Well... I'm going to say good bye to you
    Good night everyone
    My best wishes to all of u
    See you in January lo ^_^!
    night~
    10/11/2007

    病中日记(5)

    终于搞定了烦人的recommendation.要报的大学也都定好了
    其实出了UPenn之外,其他的学校全都要求在1月之前交考试成绩
    所以12月的考试,唯一一次咯...
    我的SAT啊...有要见到你了...呵呵,真无奈^^
     
    昨天小牛赢了比赛了呢,厉害哦.终于赢过那个臭勇士了哈
    应该会很开心吧
    比赛才刚刚开始,要继续努力才行哦!
     
    今天跟YUKI两个从晚餐开始就一直在吃哦...
    好象已经吃了一堆东西了.
    明天要去看吃Indian Buffet,然后看电影,然后可能还要去吃sushi...这个生活哈...
    实在有点糜烂^^
    不过要回国了,先大吃几天养胖一点也好啊,是吧
     
    今天不想早睡,吃的好饱要消化一下呵
    周末到了要睡懒觉哦
    这两天觉得身体好很多了,很开心呵
    希望休息一下之后可以健健康康咯
     
    刚刚看了CONNAN的剧场版,这次的好像不是那么好哦
    很多地方觉得怪怪的...
    质量下降了呢...
     
    对了,Yuki今天完成了她的ISP
    Cecilia开始奋斗essay
    任远被轰去看IELTS(虽然不知道他是不是真的看了)
    Seb最近好象很累,要休息一下
    Amen出了Toefl, 不过他好象不太满意(其实OK了啦)^^
     
    然后...我想睡觉了呵...晚安咯~
    呵呵.说着说着就想睡觉了
    09/11/2007

    病中日记(4)

    Hamilton下雪了...Yuki说中午她回来的时候外面好大的雪
    好在天气还不是非常的冷.
    躲过半个冬天,好幸运!^^
     
    这几天常有人问我是不是回去之后就不会再回来
    也有人明明知道我会回来却还是担心.
    呵呵,没事啦,放心吧
    Emma一定准时,健健康康的回来.希望到时候不要白白胖胖额...^^
     
    应该有不少人很羡慕我的生活吧
    没有essay,没有ISP.不用再担心念书的事...好象真的很幸福呵
    不过看到那些大学的表格就郁闷了...为什么那么麻烦呢...
    monkey说我填的学校应该都不会录我
    呵呵,其实真的没关系.他们录不录我对我来说一点也不重要.只要在加拿大有大学念就好了哈
    填这些表格,考SAT,只是不想这件事就这样终止掉.半途而废的感觉,应该很难受吧
    我想看看自己到底能做多少,结果是怎么样都没关系
    能完成我就很开心很有成就感了hoho~~^^
     
    Cecilia超羡慕我能回家.
    看到她们被essay什么的折磨的那么惨,很想帮点什么忙,不过能帮点什么呢?
    Yuki再下去就变成feminism研究学者了呵
    Seb最近不努力的,很累了想休息了吧?不过只能几天哦.没有90会怎么样你知道吧.^^
    任远马上也要考IELTS了...完全不知道他是不是在准备...让人担心啊,呵呵.
     
    我自己的Toefl估计报名都很危险...中国人实在是太多了...太勤奋了...
    现在只求它不要报的那么快,然后钱汇的快一点...好麻烦...
     
    好吧,我先睡觉好了.明天还要忙...呵呵,加油!
    ps:小牛今天的比赛很晚呢.才开始吧,不好意思啦,又不能看了呢.不过你们要努力啊,打败那个臭勇士!Fighting!^_^
    晚安哦...hamilton~
     
    08/11/2007

    病中日记(3)

    今天做了好多事,现在很累了,不过很开心呵
    好象从早上开始就觉得很累了,不过还是撑到现在呢,都没有休息哦,好厉害
     
    刚刚跟mentee聊天,她好象最近也有好多事要做.
    其实人真的很怕忙哦,忙起来的话应该就比较容易焦虑吧
    我们是习惯过安逸生活的人吧,会怕压力.
     
    改了机票了,下周二走.
    呵呵,终于要回家了,可以休息了^^
     
    发现最近胖了好多哦
    在医院的时候一天吃6顿,回来以后也总是一个不停的吃,难怪会胖啦
    不过也好,胖一点气色应该也好一点.这样回去爷爷就不会怪我太瘦了吧,呵呵
    今天秋君回来还给我带了很多吃的...完蛋啦,要将增肥进行到底了哈...
     
    应该还有很多要记的事吧,暂时想不起来了.
    先睡吧,大家晚安~
    07/11/2007

    病中日记(2)

    终于去了学校了.并不是喜欢那个地方.只是回到学校,就说明自己已经没有重病了吧
    几天没有出门,不知道原来已经是那么那么冷了.听说明天会下雪...加拿大的冬天...可怕
     
    今天在学校,有一点点不习惯.
    上英语课的时候觉得很累,差不多是睡了一节课.
    accounting上状态要好一点,不过看那些handout也觉得好吃力.
     
    大家开始学<The Crucible>了,好复杂啊...
    刚看完了它的电影...感觉好压抑.
    人这种动物,真的很残忍吧.邪恶的时候,真的好恐怖...
    呵呵,好象我是什么厌世者一样...
     
    今天跟学校的老师谈了一下,还是决定先回去休息
    现在的状态,已经不适合再继续念书了吧.
    这次的事,也累到自己了吧...
    就让所有的事都停一停吧,等我回来,再继续吧.
     
    Yuki说 我不可以做伤害自己健康的事,所以应该回去.
    Newman说,如果我在这里有什么事,他会很责怪他自己.
    Helen说,如果我不回去,她会照顾我;如果我回去,她就会给我打电话^^
    Mr.Shaw说,AP statistics比 calculus难3倍,应该没有人会学...(哈哈,我偏题了呵)
    ...谢谢为我担心的你们.thanks~
     
    好咯,希望明天早上起来不要看见白茫茫的一片...不要那么冷吧!^^
    06/11/2007

    病中日记(1)

    又是3天呢.出院之后,在寝室已经3天了吧
    明天终于可以去学校了,离开了很久的地方.大家会不会已经习惯看不见我的日子了呢
    两个星期,很快,又很漫长.我每天过着差不多的日子,在家,在医院,总是很少离开那张床
    呵呵,原来要坐着都是很累的事.
    大家都在担心我,学校的老师,同学,还有身边的好朋友.
    在国内的人,应该更担心吧
    我在努力让自己好起来,虽然还不知道究竟要做点什么才好,虽然到现在连医生都不知道究竟是怎么回事,不过多吃东西多休息应该就不会有错吧^_^

    今天觉得很累,想休息又总有忐忑不安的感觉.不知道是在担心些什么呢.
    刚刚睡觉的时候,想到很多以前的事.好象自己是在家里,好象乐乐就在附近的地板上,好象随时外婆都回进来叫我起床先吃点东西再睡.呵呵,是想家了吗?
    回国之后又要去住院了.呵呵,好象回到6年前那样,每个月都住一次医院呵.
    希望这一关不要那么难过.
    我觉得有点累了呢,好想休息一下...
     
    今天有小牛的比赛吧,应该没有力气看了.希望他们会赢咯~加油^^
    27/10/2007

    一定一定,好好照顾自己

    一个星期这么快就过去了呢.
    差不多是在床上躺了一个星期吧.
    今天Newman说"have a nice weekend"的时候才发现原来已经是周末了
    好象什么都还没有开始就结束了呵
     
    这个星期,真的多亏了有YUKI在才能撑过来吧.
    星期一的时候在emergency陪我到凌晨2点才回来睡觉.
    周2开始除了上课每天回来就要照顾我,还帮我买粥,烧水,喂我吃饭...
    真的真的很谢谢你呢!
    呵呵,好在我总算是有点恢复了.要好好养病吧,等下个星期就生日了呢.
    我要努力送给自己一个健健康康的生日吧.^_^
     
    To Yuki:  不知道说什么话才能表达自己的感谢呢.
                  呵呵,就想刚才我说过的,一个人在这里,不需要很多朋友.
                  像你,汪冰还有任远这样的好朋友能在身边就是幸福了吧.
                  真的很谢谢你!thanks!
    ps,那个符真的很灵哦,每天跟她祈祷一下的话,考试一定没问题的哈!下个星期看你的咯^^搞定IELTS哈.加油!
    11/10/2007

    关于prefect...

    好久都不会有生气的感觉了.
    呵呵,prefect真的很厉害,每次提到就好懊恼
     
    这个学期做的最错的决定就是当了这个prefect.
    然后天天被束缚一样,虽然好象也没什么大不了,只是一大堆的duty什么的.
    不过还是很不喜欢那种要随叫随到的感觉.
     
    刚才senior advicer打电话过来说要sign residengce duty.
    听到就是一肚子气.真的不懂为什么要我们没事在楼下坐一个小时看大家进进出出,然后像大妈一样提醒说"please log in" "please log out"...
    当prefect原来就是发挥这样的作用吗?无奈呵...
     
    下去的时候顺便找了她,说我不想做这样的duty.她应该会不满意吧.
    Catherine说"大家都要做啊"...
    对哦,觉得很对不起其他的prefects.大家都在做的工作,可能只有我一个人说要quit吧
     
    我也不知道自己这样对不对,可能是应该考虑一下跟MS ***(不会拼了) 谈谈退出吧.
    不然对其他人不是很不公平...
    sorry to you guys...sorry.
    09/10/2007

    感谢^o^

    最近越来越觉得身边的人真的很重要.
    趁着今天的感恩节,想谢谢大家呢.^^
     
    第一个谢谢妈妈,没有你的话我真的不知道会怎么样,会过什么样的生活呢.
    一定不会像现在这样开心吧.
    妈妈你教会我好多好多东西.给我一个很好的榜样呢.
    呵呵,我真的真的,超级感谢老天让你做我的妈妈.
    有你,很骄傲呢!
     
    第二个谢谢外婆,一直以来这样照顾我.好想吃外婆做的饭哈
    还有爷爷奶奶还有爸爸..所有家人都要谢呵.谢谢大家宠我
     
    YUKI呢,很庆幸有你做我的RM啊,有家人的感觉,像姐妹一样呵
    还有汪冰呢,每次看到你都有很能依靠的感觉呵,很亲切的
    任远哦,每天监督我吃饭,总提醒我要胖一点...辛苦你啦!^^
    然后NEWMAN,虽然你看不到也看不懂.不过真的很幸运有你做我的老师呢!
    Monkey呢,我会来加拿大有30%也是因为你的宣传哦,本来应该埋怨你的.不过你也真的有帮我很多哦.有你在加拿大,就觉得好像这个地方也不是那么陌生(起码有个老朋友啊^^),谢谢.
     
    还有沈岑,有你这个朋友真的很好呢.一直陪我走到现在,所有的事都可以分享.谢谢你
    周艳芳呢,高中3年,没有你不知道怎么办呵.自己要加油哦
    我哥呢,认识12年了哦,不多说什么了哈
     
    呵呵,好困了呢,thanks giving day就要结束了哦.睡个好觉,明天会有新的开始吧!good night~